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Testimony
I accepted Jesus into my life when I was a young child. I was in bed one night and trying to go to sleep when I was struck with this overwhelming, emotional feeling that I wanted to “be good”. It is hard to articulate at a young age what you mean, but I remember it…
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Love Yourself
I want to say…How grateful I am for the struggle. I could be living a stagnant life, but in reflection I realize, my life has NEVER been stagnant. It’s been, at various times: •Hard•Easy•Heartbreaking•Fun•Uncomfortable•BlessedAnd I could add more. It has never been dull or uninteresting. I’ve made mistakes (still do). I have also EXCELLED in…
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Idols of Pain
Just this morning, I turned on the Karl and Crew show and the subject was peace and how to obtain it. Within that discussion was mentioned idols and I was swiftly reminded of how very easy it is to fall into the lies of the enemy and fall into worship of the very thing that…
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He Called My Name
Just like Jesus called Mary Magdalene by name, I know the moment He called mine. I did not document the day, but I had spent maybe close to a month being bombarded by message, scripture and worship that was very pointedly themed. I began to notice, but not fully understanding what was happening. As a…
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God Strengthen Me
This morning, as I completed a day in a devotional about Joseph and the topic was “dream killers”, it brought me to ponder the opposition I’ve received over the years in my own life. It seems that through my life at many different points, I’ve faced unexplained opposition. Opposition that didn’t make any sense. Opposition…
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Abuse
Continual emotional abuse means that while you know reality and truth, you can’t accept it as truth and reality for yourself because it is at direct conflict with how you have been treated by prominent people in your life. So it makes sense that you would have a difficult time understanding God’s love for you. …
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God’s Providence
A while ago, I came into my room to do my reading/praying and I first looked up the definition of providence (because of the sermon today):In religious context refers to divine care or guidance, often seen as a manifestation of God’s benevolent (well meaning and kindly) influence in the world. So many things happened to…
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My Testimony (short version)
I was saved and baptized as a child, but subsequently did not receive the continued education in the Word, the pouring into my heart of God’s word. Thus started my life of knowing God, but not truly knowing God. My perception of God was skewed and there were a lot of things I didn’t understand.…